What is the Calling?

What is my Calling ? What do You want me to be?

I am a mere mortal soul,How can I be of any use?

I am a sinner, yet You have given me so much.

How can I repay your love ?

 

I offer my life as Your instrument.

This humble life you have given me.

I bear few gifts, and even then they were given to me from You.

I want to use these gifts, to love and serve You.

 

I am your instrument, use me as You will,

How will You use me ? I say I leave it to you.

I hear the calling of your voice

Yet I am torn in my heart

 

I see the path You want me to take,

But I lack the faith to follow it.

I ask for signs, to let me know Your will ,

But fear strikes my heart, blinding me from You.  

 

I offer my life as an instrument,

My heart yearns for it.

Yet it is the same heart, that holds me back.

I am afraid, I do not know what to do.

I lack the faith, to answer You.

 

So many questions lie in my head,

I wish someone could guide me....

I honestly do not know what to do.

Lord please give me a guiding path.

 

How could You have chosen me ?

For all my sins and failings.

Isn't there others better then me ?

That can do a better deed